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Jul. 6th, 2009 09:17 am
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To everyone who's sick of MJ, I'm sorry, this is REALLY too good to resist.


So, while wandering around the internet I found this:




All I can say is, I guess jail ain't so bad in the Philippines. I'm impressed at the cross dressing inmate, he does really well in those heels! But seriously, what is the reasoning behind 1500+ inmates rehearsing thriller? Is there a public show or something? I need to know more. In the meantime...

THIS IS FREAKING AMAZING.

werd

Jun. 14th, 2009 11:35 am
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So who's all excited about their battle bot? It's me. I'm so excited that I"m all up on that website trying to win an Alienware laptop. I neeeeeeeeeeeeeed it. My compy lags so bad!!!

Anyway, if you're bored, if you like warcraft, if you hate warcraft, if you enjoy sugary carbonated beverages, or maybe just because....you should totes check out the gamefuel site:

Mountain Dew Game Fuel Alliance Banner

Yeah, I play alliance and I don't care who hates on me for it. :)
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TOday was a random class bullshit day. Called Medicaid after Anthro exam this a.m. to try and get insurance. THAT is going to be a pain. I need my last 4 pay stubs and i need to apply for a personal interview. Damn.

I spent tonight watching Queer Eye. I love that show. It brings out the catty drag queen in me.

Just now I was on my porch talking to the guy from downstairs and he asked me if I like Patsy Cline. Now, i like Patsy Cline's voice and music, i think she was remarkably talented. Problem is, I don't know a TONNE of her songs, just a couple. Could be problematic, since I said I wouldn't mind trying out this project the dude downstairs is working on. He and some friends want to start a classical-ish Patsy Cline cover group. Odd.......

Oh well, we'll see what happens.
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Thanks to [livejournal.com profile] heathersub, I got all teary eyed this afternoon. I was reading this Article about gay marriage in San Francisco, and I got ridiculously girly. I'm probably going to get my period soon.

Got drunk all this weekend. [livejournal.com profile] spicysk and [livejournal.com profile] harlequinn came to visit and we had a wondermous time!!!! We wore hats and ate chicken and watched a movie. It rocked!!! AND i got a cute valentine with a crazy springy thingy in it, and some awesome flowers from Dutch Wonderland. My friends are so amazing.

Last night there were a bunch of people here. Arthur, Alisha, Kris, Evan, me (of course) and my newest Farside refugee, Lauren. We watched x-men, and used it as our drinking game. We each picked a character and drank when they were on-screen. Stupid ass that I am, i picked wolverine. Yeah, i was pissed out of my tree. Anywho, after a lot of falling over, and an angry housemate, everybody left ('cept lauren). Funny that, i don't actually remember that part.

This morning sucked, and Evan and I comforted each other in Bio lecture. Now i shall go write this crazy paper before precalc tonight.
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Here at Purchase, we're so gay, even the BUILDINGS are flaming!!!!!

Yup. Tonight during dinner the fire alarm went off AGAIN. I am so sick of being interrupted the minute i sit down to eat. But this time it was a real fire. Yes, that's right, the TV lounge of one of the dorms was on fire. They evacuated everyone except two students who were taken to the hospital for smoke inhalation, but they're fine.

Insanity. But everyone is alright, it's just that there are a lot of displaced people on campus. Amy's sleeping on our couch right now. I'm happy cuz i got to see a fire truck. Yay!!! :)

Anyway, that was our big drama for the day. Too bad i didn't get to see it on the news.
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Kiss Me



Your Candy Heart Is "Kiss Me"


You're a romantic at heart - which is quite sweet

You fall quickly and often for many people you meet.

While you're romantic, you've been know to crawl up with a dirty book

Warning to all: You're not as innocent as you may look.



What Naughty Candy Heart Are You?

More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva







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I'm in a good mood right now. I checked my mail and found that I got a present from my friend Michael in Singapore!!!!! He sent me a cute little bag!!! I think it's supposed to be a pencil case or makeup case or something, but it's adorable and i *heart* it muchly. Now i must find something to send to him! irc freinds rock. They're nice to me.

my gramma and grampa sent me a valentine. It's very cute and i love it, i'm just a tad bummed by the fact that i'm 23, and the only valentines i get are from my grandparents. blech.

Gramma got home from the hospital yesterday. Her knee replacement surgery was last week, and she told me all the horror stories about the hospital food. It's kind of strange talking to her and grampa, since they're my father's parents and they're very religious, so we have a hard time getting along. I always walk on eggshells when talking to them, and i only talk about the weather or other inconsequential things. I'm glad she's okay though.

I made new friends at school today. There's this gorgeous girl that i stared at my first week here. I always see her outside the Social Sciences building in the morning before my Anthro class. I usually just stare at her. Today i went over and asked if they had room for me there, and it turns out she and the guy standing next to her didn't know each other, so now i know them. We chatted for a minute then went to class. After class was over (stupid boring anthro lecture and i have an exam tuesday) I headed up to the Hub (food cafe place alternative to the d-hall), i saw Alex there and asked if she had anyone to sit with. She said she did, but I was welcome to join. So i met her friends Lauren and Lawrence. We laughed a lot, and they told me the story of how soybeans make soy milk. (it involved the capture of the wild soybean, and its transport to the soybean milking farm run by ants) Lawrence told me i have pretty eyes, so he has been dubbed my new boyfriend. Maybe some day i'll get the courage to make a pass at Alex. Until then i'm content to sit with her and imagine. She's from Uzbekistan, but lives in Brooklyn. Oi. she is hot.

what else, what else... I watched Arthur's tv show on PTV (purchase tv) last night about the portrayal of gays in the media. I called in twice, cuz there weren't many callers. The show was okay, the panel wasn't very animated, and there were more than the usual amount of harassing "faggot" calls, but it went relatively well.

TOnight is GLBTU, should be interesting. Anyway, i think i should do some homework... oi.
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Purchase is not ready for the craziness that is my synthetic hair. After getting ridiculed, i've taken it out. TOo bad so sad. I'm studying for my exam tomorrow. And drinking. Heavily.
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Okay, so somebody mentioned something about me looking like i'm about 12 in those pics. It's cuz i have no makeup on. Tha'ts right. Not a shred. So here's a pic of the new hair WITH makeup.

new hair

Feb. 10th, 2004 04:15 pm
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again with the new hair, right? Well this time it's cuz i'm jealous of [livejournal.com profile] newwavegirl's hair. Hers is awesome, and she's in London RIGHT NOW, and I had nothing else to do last night before precalc, so i made some hair and threw it in. I consider this a test run for braided-in dreads. I wanna see how long they last and how easy they are to take out. i alreayd know what a pain it is to put them in, although that could probably be remedied by having someone ELSE do it for me. I'm still having trouble getting them to look uniform, though. Some of the synthetic melts differently, 'tis very frustrating. Any advice would be appreciated. As usual, they're mostly behind the cut :)




I have WHAT on my head???!?!!?! )

While I'm at it, many thanks to Colin for the plethora of picture space he's been kind enough to loan/give me. Can't wait for the site update. What is this new change you're up to???


Anyway, 'tis almost food time. Be back later.
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Dar Williams makes me bouncy. Happy music is fun. I just hopped back in my journal to what I was doing a year ago today. Ummm... heh. I was locked out of my car in the parking lot of the Wawa on the way to one of my many jobs, whereupon a guy who reposesses cars for a living arrived and valiantly broke into my car for me. :)

Wow. :)

I made my roomie Anna a cd of crazy big hair music. She saw "Monster" last week (twice) and is in love with that Journey song from the roller skating scene. Now I REALLY need to see this movie. But anyway, here's the track listing for the disc i made her:

click here to see the big hair madness )

So yup. I'm just chilling doing my thing today. Anna played Silent Hill all drunken yesterday. 'Twas really funny. She kept running into things. I watched "Underworld" courtesy of Kris, then I wrote my paper for Intro to Gay & Lesbian studies, my paper for "Intro to cultural and social anthropology", did my precalc homework, and read some of my bio notes. I'm a good home-worker!

I'm super nervous bout my first bio exam on wednesday. I hope it's not awful.

p.s. [livejournal.com profile] spicysk, let me just tell you how much your card rocked my world. I am now the proud owner of a picture of a naked lady with a knife, and two stickers. One says "kiss me, i'm a pirate", and the other says "i kiss girls" in rainbow letters.

hmmm... kissing girls... Yikes! I ought not to think about that for a bit, eh? Lord knows i'll just get carried away and start chasing girls around campus :) There's a really cute girl in my bio lecture... No! Bad brain!!

Trish (a girl from bio lecture, she's straight, so no, she's not the one i'm looking at in class) and I had lunch today. I don't mind paying for her, since I will NEVER be able to use all these meals in this plan.

So yeah, I think i'm going to organize my lab notebook. Should be fun :P NOT!!!
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i really need to pay more attention to who's taken me off their friends list. I'd LOVE to ask them why, but they probably have some stupid reason like "you're a jerk to me" or "i hate you". Oh well, such is life. :)
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wow. Just saw a picture of my friend and her boyfriend. A friend I had a huge crush on. Was TOTALLY not prepared to see that. I guess that's one way to drive a point home.

I'm still hanging out by myself here. Ate dinner alone in a dining hall full of people. This campus is ridiculous. Note to self: if you ever expect to make any friends, do NOT transfer in the middle of the year.

I have a bio exam on wednesday. I hate it. I hate everything. I'm a miserable, angry bitch, and it's no wonder that nobody wants to hang out with me. I am not a loner, so this kind of isolation is wreaking havoc on my brain.

At least I'm not so obsessed with kris today. in fact, I'm not obsessed, just stupid. At least today my brain is behaving itself and not bombarding me with ridiculous pipe dreams. I'll never figure out why I'm a dreamer. For some reason I second guess every "yes" answer I get, and refuse to accept "no" because there MIGHT be some situation that would turn it into a "yes", so that I can second guess it and drive it into the ground. A little sanity would be nice.

I'm going to go study or something.
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I am officially a stupid asshole. I tried to be cool and just hang out today. Kris called and asked if I wanted to go to dinner at the dining hall, and maybe meet Ancil. So I showed up and it was just her, guess Ancil didn't make it. Anywho, Amy showed up and sat with us, which is cool. Amy's a nice girl. Then we decided to have movie night (sans alcohol, since last night was really really bad. I fell, and Kris ended up in a snowbank). We (amy, kris and I) watched "bound" and then "but I'm a cheerleader". Everything was fine until the damned movies. I was being cool, and recovered nicely from her remarking during dinner that I thought she was hot, and so I was biased. Nice to know I'm so easily caught. :P

Anyway, I can only watch so many love stories before I start getting worked up over the fact that I haven't got one. Anyway, she offered to let me read her short story, which was written about her and Nikki. I declined, but promised I would read it next time I was over. As masochistic as I'm being about this whole thing, I'm still not THAT bad. And to top it all off, I saw the cutest dog today while I was doing my laundry, the friendliest yellow lab ever! Since she reminded me of my dog, I went and petted her on her adorable head, and smiled when she licked my hand. Turns out it's Nikki's dog, it's just that someone else was walking her.

So what the hell is wrong with me. Why can't I just suck it up and deal with it? I mean, it's not like I haven't dealt with that whole "unrequited" thing before. I mean.... duh. That's what ALL of high school was like for me, and Kris is borderline obsessed with Nikki. They're really cute together, and totally happy, so what is my mind not understanding about that? Why do I have this ridiculous urge to try and wedge myself in where i'm neither expected, nor welcome? ugh, i disgust myself.

Well, hopefully I'll find some way to deal with this, it's just freaking hard right now.


on a good note, I bought Kris' graphing calculator for $40. She was going to give it me for $20, but i really couldn't accept that. I mean, it's a $90 calculator!!! :)


And because I feel like quoting lyrics:

Creep Lyrics

When you were here before, couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel, your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so fucking special

But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here

I don't care if it hurts, I want to have control
I want a perfect body, I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice, when I'm not around
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here, ohhh ohhhh

She's running out again....
She's running out, she's run, run, run, run....run....

Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special
But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here
I don't belong here



Yes. I want her to notice when I'm not around, I wish I was special, but I don't belong here.
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I will not flirt with my TA's almost girlfriend
I will not flirt with my TA's almost girlfriend
I will not flirt with my TA's almost girlfriend
I will not flirt with my TA's almost girlfriend
I will not flirt with my TA's almost girlfriend
I will not flirt with my TA's almost girlfriend
I will not flirt with my TA's almost girlfriend
I will not flirt with my TA's almost girlfriend



Damn. That's going to be a hard one to stick to, since she's amazing and we get along really well. But they're really happy together, so I can keep my mouth shut and be friendly. After all, I'm really great at that. :) Anyway, today was the first GLBTU meeting, and I got really involved. It's funny, it was one of the few times where i wasn't shy, and I didn't care that I was the new kid. And I met some wonderful people who are great fun to talk to.

Just a head's up to all my fun trans friends, I made it a point to work transgendered issues into this weeks discussion, since there aren't any trans members of the union, and I thought they needed to be addressed. Yay!! :)
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I just wanted to say

THANK YOU!!!!!



to everyone who found a way to wish me happy birthday. It really made my day. Yesterday i had class from 9:30 a.m. til 9 p.m., so i was stressed. I finally got home after all that nonsense, after having been out of the house all day, and there were a bunch of people here. Turns out two of my roomies (the two nice ones) invited some people over for an informal "birthdays are a good excuse to drink" shindig. It was really fun, I talked to people, traded some music, and may possibly get a small job as a harmony singer in a band. Robin's friend Melli is dating Joe. They're both musicians, and sometimes Joe needs a female vocalist for various gig with his band (mainly wedding gigs). He asked if i'd be interested in helping him out if he needs it, and i said yes. So hopefully i can get some $$$, cuz i'm sadly bereft of it right now. Anyway, I got drunken along with pretty much everyone in the house, and now i'm going to look at homework for a minute or two, then head out to connecticut liquors for some smokes and alcohol restock.

yay!!! now i'm old, but i don't feel so bad :)

yeehaw

Feb. 4th, 2004 12:59 am
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drunken birthday bonding with your lesbian roomie totally kicks ass!!!
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Tonight was one of those difficult nights. I did one of the hardest things I've ever done. I had to tell someone who I care very deeply for that I need time to get over them and be okay with just being their friend. I suppose I deluded myself a bit. I wrote them a "love letter". They needed cheering up, and I wrote it, and they liked it a lot. So i told them that i meant it, because i did. I was hoping that would be enough to inspire acceptance/rejection, but that didn't happen. It took me seeing a parade of photos of boys that they're into, and reading/hearing about boys they've dated and/or been hurt by to come to the conclusion that there isn't a place in their life for me. At least not like that. It hurts, but it's better to know now than later.

I've gotten nibbles on my proverbial flirting fishing line. A couple of emails back and forth from interesting girls, but then it fades off into nothing.

Out of the blue, i get 2 emails from 2 diff people (males) from GP, telling me they just want to fuck. That kind of crass, immature behavior is the reason that i can't stand personal ads. However, I need them. I need ads to try and find that person who's out there waiting for me. I know that I'm so different that I'll need a "different" person to be with, and unfortunately, we're few and far between.

I "spoke" once or twice with a nice guy. It's rare for me to get along with a guy so well that i'd consider dating him. This guy was different, he had a sense of humour and we had random things in common, like a love for halloween as "dress up" time (you understand, if you know me). But he's in Oklahoma City, so there's no chance of anything more than pen pals. I suppose that's for the best, because the last thing I need right now is to have to re-examine my sexuality and cram myself into another tiny, labelled box.

Precalculus was alright, tonight, but I have a headache. We have a lot of homework and I'm nervous about it. When i look at the numbers, sometimes they make sense, and sometimes they don't. Sometimes they get all crossed up in my head, and i can't figure out how many x's need be squared, or how many things can be factored out. It's confusing, and I don't like it. I should be able to follow it, it's a simple equation "road map", but i seem to get all turned around and i can't keep it all straight. Hopefully I can find a way to deal with this before we get into the hard stuff.

Anyway, i just felt like writing.... sometimes it helps to just let it all out of my head. There's more running around in there, but i don't think i can write it. It gets all convoluted and makes no sense.

Thank you to everyone who replied to my last, crabby post. I'm not looking forward to getting older, it makes me feel less useful. Sometimes it makes me crabby. That, coupled with the fact that i've been off the charts for depression this week, make for a very grumpy lj update. Sorry bout that.
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